Elena Jane Goulding is an English singer and songwriter.
And I'm still in love
With the idea of loving you
It's a state of flux
But it's not enough
Ellie Goulding - Flux
Flux is a song that I wrote entirely from the heart that seemed to capture how I felt about not ever being able to let go of a past love, even though it was over for a reason. I feel like I am in a constant state of change and upheaval and it makes me unable to root myself and get over things easily. I think a lot of people has that one person they wonder what life would be like if things had worked out. How would we be living? Would I be the same person? On this record I found myself taking inspiration from different relationships and stages in my life. The past two years have been the first time I’ve really been able to confront my survival techniques throughout my work- to be able to reflect on how being on tour non stop, performing, and having to be “ok” all the time affected me as a human being and how it took its toll on my relationships. I no longer wish to sugarcoat things and that honesty is the only way I can throw things out for good. Ellie Goulding - Flux (Official Video)
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